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October 11, 2001

Building A Peace Consciousness: A Personal Perspective on the Peace Marches after 9/11 and a Visit to Ground Zero in New York  Breah Parker

 

The morning started out like most Tuesday mornings. My friend Pripo and I completed our yoga session by 9:30. It was a good workout and I was feeling tired but strong. The night before I had cried myself to sleep, feeling as though nothing I was attempting to accomplish in my life was happening. I screamed out to God to take over and do my life for me. "You do it!"  I woke up on the morning of Tuesday, September 11 with the thought of "Let's just see what God is going to do with this."

 

After yoga, I headed off to pick up my mail at the post office, where I ran into Judi and Spence. Seeing them together in their bright and shiny new relationship always made me glow from the inside out. But this morning it was different. They were grief stricken and their mood was not light but dark. Their faces were filled with horror as they told me about the terrorist attacks in New York and DC. I had an immediate and overwhelming sense that a very new world had begun, one that somehow we had all been waiting for, expecting. But like this? It seemed more like a description of a scene from a ratings oriented television movie than something that would actually have been carried out. Is this what happens when I hand the circumstances of my life over to God?  I wondered if God was up to the job.

 

Spence and Jude said they were going back up to their house to sit in meditation and invited me to join them. I agreed, but first I wanted to run back to Pripo to tell him what had happened. When I got to him, it was obvious by the radio he was kneeling next to and the look on his face that he knew. We hugged a hug of knowing that life was now very different, the world was forever changed. In that simple knowing, there seemed to be hope. And in that hope, a light of expectation of a better world, an awakened world.

 

I realized very quickly that I wanted to know what my job would be. In the past, I had been content to sit back and wait for others to take care of problems in the world. "Why don't they do something to fix this?" or some such thought would roll around in my head and spill out of my mouth. Not this time. This time I knew I must do something. But what? My work of Verbal Remedies was doing alright but I still wasn't earning a living with it. That fact alone seemed to tell me that I had to do more. Maybe I had to do something very different, which I was now ready to do. But what?

 

Driving up to Jude and Spence's place on the top of a hill, my prayer was to give me work that contributes to the world, work that I love, and work that will bring abundance into my life. That is the prayer I sat down with in meditation. What I heard was "peace and love". What I thought was "bullshit"…more of my ego speaking, more Verbal Remedies work that wasn't working as it was. I stubbornly resisted the voice in my heart. Tuesday night I decided that at the very least I could sit down and write for my web site and so I did. What came up during the writing was more "peace and love". That was twice and that was enough.

 

Peace Marches in Washington and New York

 

The next day I went into the studio with the idea of selling the peace and love pins and magnets I had made more than a year ago, and giving the money to the relief efforts. One thing led to another and pretty soon three friends and I were headed to Washington DC and New York for peace marches, carrying peace and love in our hearts, as well as on buttons, t-shirts, hats and stickers.

 

I feel a call to do work that supports the building of a peace consciousness. Part of me feels a bit like my Pollyanna-like “practice positive” cartoon character, Lorelie, but I am willing to take the chance that what I feel is real…a real pull from spirit to step up to the plate. So what have I decided is my work? It is to be part of putting a symbol out into the world that represents the longing of our collective soul…seeking joy through peace and the love that brings it, in whatever way we individually determine to get there.

 

I watched faces light up when looking at the peace and love symbol and this is enough for me. Small miracles that support a very large one, peace in our world. An age of enlightenment seems to finally be upon us. I saw people of so many different countries, cultures, religions, ages represented in the Washington and New York peace marches. I felt high being among such light filled people in whatever way they chose to display it.

 

One of the small miracles I witnessed that touched me on a very personal level was during the second march in DC. My friend Luisa and I walked for many miles surrounded by sounds of chants for peace. (My favorite was a sort of mantra…”Hold on. Hold on. Hold the vision until it’s born.” It had the resonance of an “ommm”, a prayer of high vibration.) Along the way and near the end of a 3 hour march, Luisa and I began to think of our stomachs. I wished out loud for some bread. Not five minutes later, a very old man of Middle Eastern descent rushed up to me with a beautiful and freshly baked loaf of bread. He was running up and down along side the march offering loaves to marchers from a very large bag being pushed on a cart by who seemed to be the man’s granddaughter. I got my bread.

 

Luisa and I realizing what had just happened could only laugh and be amazed at the very real miracle that had just occurred. We were immersed in a flow of love, brought about by thousands of people all focused on one thing…peace.

 

A Visit to Ground Zero

 

In New York our trip took on a much different tone. Our peace and love movement group of four were blessed to be with our friend, Adley, who shared his very small studio apartment with three of us. Adley had been in the vicinity of the twin towers when they were hit by the airplanes. He witnessed the destruction and found himself at ground zero comforting a man outside of Trinity Church, who had been responsible for getting the children inside the church to safety. I hadn’t thought about the children who lived through or died in this devastation until I listened to this story. How unfair to stop a life so young or to alter one so significantly. This is not the kind of world I want to live in.

 

Denise, Pripo and I took a walk down to the place called “ground zero”. It is a name I don’t like because it makes me think of a place where nothing exists. In fact, it is a place where love lives. So much pure love has been poured into the ruins of buildings, digging at first for survivors, now digging for the comfort of loved ones left behind. The hush on the sidewalk for 5 or 6 blocks before the first view of the site was reverent. The pace was measured and slow. I heard it compared to a funeral procession. It was like that.

 

Within view of the site we stood shoulder to shoulder, patiently waiting our turn to see. And behind us, as we looked, were storefronts that had their glass intact but ash and debris covering shoe and jewelry displays. I imagined the doors being blown open by the fall of the towers…a billowing cloud of ash and smoke, whooshing through the streets. Somehow the picture of those storefronts brought the reality more into focus for me than the twisted remains of the towers.

 

While in New York, I met with a group of people who work at the War Resister’s League. They were part of a coalition that worked to put together the march in NYC. I talked with a younger woman who disagreed with my peace and love philosophy, perceiving it as a weak response to a powerful threat. She really made me think and I felt something inside me twist in trying to respond to a peaceful resister’s resistance to peace. What I realized was that we must not be weak in our resolve for peace.

 

We must be strong

In our resolve for peace…

Standing tall in belief,

Taking up our right space

On a planet calling for

A rising peaceful

and loving consciousness.

 

My love of New York took me to New York. I couldn’t stay away from a march for peace in the city that has captured my heart. I couldn’t stay away from mourning the deaths of so many innocent people and the shattered innocence of a country. While I mourn the death of our innocence, I am happy to see what has been awakened or reborn in me and in so many others.

 

We must be a force for change.

Imagine peace.

Imagine love.

 

“Imagine all the people,

living life in peace…”

 

Hold on.

Hold on.

Hold the vision

Until it’s born.

 

© 2002 Breah Parker. Written for www.verbalremedies.com and reprinted by permission of the author. All rights reserved.

 

Breah Parker is the author/illustrator of Dare to Dream: Verbal Remedies to Light You Up and Set You Free She  lives and works in the mountains of North Carolina with her two dogs, Fou and Chloe. For more information, visit her website at www.verbalremedies.com.

 

 

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