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The Little Tree
Kurt A.
Fondriest
In a forest, of
magic and wisdom, of rainbows and fairies, lived a little tree that was
smaller, by far, than any other. He knew that his branches were supposed
to be strong and always reaching upwards because his mother and father
would tell him so. “Little Tree,” they would say, “stretch your branches
up to the sun so the birds may come and play music on your limbs.” With
all his might, he would try to reach for the sky, but he could not hold
his branches high for very long. Little Tree would lean sadly against
his mother while he watched all the branches of the other trees of the
forest. Birds of all colors and sizes were nesting in their branches and
singing praises to the magic of the forest. His own little branches
could barely hold his leaves, as they ached with pain.
Across the valley
of blue and sunlit flowers, lived an old, wise forest elf. Little Tree’s
mother called upon him to see why her son was having a hard time with
his childhood roots. It was a cloudy day in the forest when he came to
see Little Tree. The silver reflection, from the recent rain, mirrored
his image and his magical bag of potions, on Little Tree’s leaves. The
elf was the wisest soul in the forest; surely he could heal Little Tree.
Wise old elf embraced Little Tree. “Ouch” cried Little Tree. Father tree
started to scold his son “quit being such a little sapling. Let the old
one touch you, he will heal you.” Little Tree started to cry. Wise old
elf said “why do you start a rainstorm on me, Little Tree?” Little tree
turned his leaves so he could better see the magic one. “I hurt from my
roots to the tip of my crown; my branches feel all twisted and
knotted. My trunk feels as if a thousand woodpeckers have been doing
their noisemaking dance on me”. As his tears continued to fall, he said,
“I feel more like a weeping willow than a
royal oak.
My branches cannot hold the beautiful song makers of the valley or the
colorful rainbow of butterflies that take flight”. With this, Little
Tree dropped his branches. They took the shape of heavy, wet rope.
Wise, old elf
stepped back from under Little Tree. He stood there with all his magical
devices, rubbing his fingers through his snowy, white beard. The clouds
were parting and sunlight started to dance down from the sky, warming
the valley. The blessings of the wood fairies could be heard as they
gathered on the shoulder of the wise, old elf. One fairy magically
whispered in wise, old elf’s ear. “What is wrong with Little Tree? Hurry
and fix him so we may color his leaves with the tones of earth for the
coming fall.” Wise, old elf held his powerful arms up to the eyes of the
creator and asked the forest for guidance. You see, wise old elf could
do many things of wonder, but he could not heal Little Tree. To him,
this tree looked just liked any other small tree in the forest. He came
from strong roots, and from a family of shading grace. Wise, old elf had
seen the entire forest grow from the beginnings of time. He remembered
the first rain onto this, once barren, field which was now linked
together by intertwining branches of love.
Little Tree
leaned his heavy burdened branches around his mother’s. “I’m so scared
because of how I feel. It hurts mommy, and no birds will sing their
songs in my branches because I cannot hold my arms to the sky. Why do I
have this pain and hurt? It is not fair that no other tree my age feels
this way. All I hear is the echo of tree teasing from the
others. Sometimes I wish a lumberjack would come along and…..”
Just then, a
radiant light danced down from the golden spiral in the sky, lighting up
the face of wise, old elf. A low humming noise whistled through the
valley until it came upon the ear of the old elf. “Little Tree,” spoke
wise, old elf. Little Tree turned his leaves, once again, so he could
see the old elf. All was silent in the valley. Even the wind had become
voiceless. The birds of the forest bowed their heads of feathers in
silence. The animals crept up to Little Tree, filled with love for their
brave, little branched friend. The fairies surrounded Little Tree,
holding circles of light that were reflections of the sun’s
warmth. Wise, old elf walked under Little Tree and raised his head,
looking upward into his branches. He lifted his hand to touch one of the
small, drooping ones. “Do you know why you feel pain in all your
branches?” “No,” whispered Little Tree, as his leaves were gently
stroked by his mother’s caring branches. The wise, old elf summoned all
the forest to listen by singing an ancient forest song.
“Golden
Light, in the air I breathe, touching all my branches from you to me. We
are all branches of the one loving tree. Bless this forest with
understanding the pain of our little tree.”
“Little Tree,”
spoke wise, old elf, “The name of your pain is “Fibromyalgia.”
The word wound its way throughout the entire forest. “Fibromyalgia is a
painful bark condition. It can make your roots so painful that you will
want to cry, and it is okay to cry. You must understand that maybe your
branches can not hold the birds to make their music, but they can hold
caterpillars until they are born into butterflies. Maybe you will not be
able to reach all your branches to the sky to touch the sun, but earth
needs shade at times and lower branches like yours are perfect
ones. Yes, you will feel pain for no forest is perfect. However; you
must remember you are a
royal oak
and you will always be a tree of strength and truth”. With this, the
entire forest of trees interlocked their branches to form one. The old
elf lowered his head, turned and walked toward the hills of home. A
swarm of lighted fairies lit his path as the sun lowered its face into
the sky.
Fall came to the
forest, and then did winter. Months passed while old elf spent his days
doing deeds of good throughout the forest. It was on the first day of
May when a purple passion flower fairy landed on old elf’s shoulder.
“Ah” said wise old elf. “You come to bring me news of my dear friend
Little Tree.” The old elf snuggled the fairy into his vest pocket and
said he must journey to see for himself.
The fields were
mustard yellow and the scent of dandelion blanketed the spring –topped
crescents. The winding road seemed steeped for our friend of the
ages. As he came through the clearing, clouds of rolling, white peaks
cast shadows to the earth below. At the top of the hill stood Little
Tree, who was not as little as before. The old wood elf stepped up the
hill to the trunk of his dear friend. What he saw was not the same as
nearly a year ago. Little Tree turned his leaves so he could greet his
long time friend. “Little Tree” exclaimed wise old elf. “Your branches
are filled with light-colored butterflies, and your roots blossom the
most beautiful flowers that grow in any forest shade.” Little Tree spoke
with a voice of confidence and quiet strength. “Old, wise one, take heed
of the forest vines that grow around me”. The old elf squinted through
his glasses. He saw how the vines of the earth had grown up Little
Tree’s limbs and wrapped and secured them with their support. “Wise old
elf” spoke little tree, “each day in our forest I awaken in pain. I
still pray to the great creator of the forest to take away this spell in
hopes that one day my bark will all be well. But I must tell you that
there is no pity here, only courage. Courage that comes from my friends
of the forest who help me each day with this spell of
Fibromyalgia. When the rain comes down too fast and hurts my limbs,
the older towering trees will bend their branches over me to keep me
dry, and the sun will dance warmth down onto my crown which helps the
pain every morning, especially after a night of hurting”
Wise, old elf
spoke while touching one of Little Tree’s branches. “In our forest, we
will someday break this spell. Until then, Little Tree, you overshadow
us all with the courage and the strength of the beauty you tell.” And
with this, the old, woods elf embraced Little Tree while dancing fairies
sang songs of the wood bees.
Reverend Kurt
Kondriest,
is a registered art therapist, certified expressive arts therapist, and
Board Certified Holistic Health Practitioner. He himself lives with
fibromyalgia, and works as an art therapist
for people living with various levels of developmental disabilities at
the Misericordia Home North in Chicago,
Illinois. He can be contacted at 773-856-6055
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